A song about pushing people away and wrecking relationships with friends and family
lyrics
I know I'm crazy but I feel it regardless
I'm on my knees begging god to end all of this
I am so much worse than you think I am
I try to change but I don't think I can
Everything hits me wrong
I spend days wondering how I lived this long
I can count my friends on one fucking hand
And they don't even know who I am
Why is everything constantly fading?
Why am I so caught up in relating?
I spend all my energy on hating myself
Preoccupied with loneliness
You're all leaving and I can't fucking take this
What more do I have left
I'm just a stupid spoiled kid
Now I'm all alone
I set it up all along
I'm calling on my saving graces
Just to see these strangers with familiar faces
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